I hate that !
I really reaaaaaaly love helping ppl , the best feeling i have when i make a person, especially if they r so close , feeling better even if the betterness was sooooo little. It's just indescribable
But i hate it , when those ppl , act like they don't know me, or just not giving me that face , if they r feeling all good and clean , especially if they r so close =(
am i used? by those ppl , and other ppl?
should i stop helping ? hell no =s
should i stop helping them ? i can't , i just care too much =(
z3lana =(
Who am I
- Reeminho
- Qateef / Awamia, I live in bahrain most of the year though, Saudi Arabia
- Just a girl ... who likes to talk too much and no one listens , so it's better to write her thoughts down and pretend that someone is actually listenning =P
7 comments:
I love helping people too whenever I can!
I believe we do this because it makes us feel good even if the others didn't appreciate!
Most people will take you for granted while you are with them but they will know your worth when you go away for a while or leave forever!
u know it's funny u brought the granted thing here , coz i always tell ppl that u take me for granted and i will run away from all of u once 3shan they feel my value =p .
bs I really liked it when u said it makes "us" feel better , and it makes me feel sad if a person i care about don't come directly to me if he/she needs help.
I remember once a really dear friend of mine , had a problem, and i wasn't avilable , so they went to another person , I REALLY got depressed that day , coz i wasn't there when they needed help , and most importantly , that my help wasn't that special that they turned to another person that easily(i know it's stupid) but , i feel like , my value in this universe is when i help ppl .
Anyhow , i can do a n7asa 7rka and disappear for a while maybe el ppl y3bro , bs i guess i'll do what i do best and not caring if other ppl don't care,,ahm shei i do
God i said wajd stuff =O
thanks for being around =)
sometimes helping other ppl helps u...but sometimes as u said they dunt care but it dus to u...its hard to not care abt other ppl arnd u when u knw they r in trouble...sumtimes its best to leave them and they will realize soon enuff that without ur important input they r lost or on the brink of it.....
the thing is that its an inate thing and its hard to change...but thinking abt that will only coz u more trouble....
there r times for everything...evrything happens for a reason and at its time....
ur help is special no matter how big or small an issue is...its just the ppl need to realize it bcuz if they dunt soon enuff i think they will lose an amazing person...with a gr8 personality and selfless acts that goes unappreciated....
hopefully u will find ur way soon with the least amount of pain
Thanks !
Reaaly appreciate every word u said
thanks for the kind words =)
Yoo, I'm always appreciating ur help. Don't think I'm one of those ppl you mentioned :p
And always remember: "Sawi el5air o ge66y ba7ar" and if you really sucked from those ppl, forget ur inate helping ppl and remember another thing: "Sh3alaya ana min elnas o sh3ala elnas minny".
Bless you!
lolz thanks for the advice
i'll keep it on mind
Thanks for writing this.
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