Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Thoughts...

Hmmmz...
I hate this feeling when i have nothing to talk about ....
Though i'm the most talker i know ... I still can't find a topic to be told...
Thoughts...all what i have

thought #1
I'm becoming 21 in 2 weeks .. and i just can't feel it .. don't want to ..
Weird .. every year i become sooo thrilled for my birthday
this year seems .. like .. cold..there is no air

thoguht #2
Yeah i'm depressed , feeling insignificant ...though i have ppl who r proving me wrong..but once i think that i'm in the safe side... something happens and just takes that moment away..
Why can't things be constants for a change.

thought #3
It's 6 am .. i didn't sleep yet .. i'm doing absouloltly nothing .. just wishing for that moment to come back.. god i'm pethatic

thought #4
It's weird how i'm apathic ..6 weeks now and i know nothing in my books..do u c me caring ? naah

thought #5
Some winds from the past can be so refreashing .. i don't know if the feeling is amazing coz of the dry weather of the present .. or i just need to go back to my beginning sometimes.

thought #6
In order to gain some .. u have to lose some along the way .... Still hurts that i lost them .. and what hurts more... that they think it's my fault ..

thought #7
when will ppl open their eyes to c the true shape of other ppl... Or maybe i'm the one seeing the picture wrong.

thought #8
Did i lose my self doing everything for other ppl and forgetting to do anything for the sake of me ! I wanna find me ..

thought #9
I feel lonely, when i have every single person in the world around me , except for the person that i want it to be around ..

thought #10
I hate the way i became .. the way i was .. the way i'm becoming .. I need u to fix me now.

Friday, May 9, 2008

Crying you Out

I wish I can cry you out of me
I wish that my heart stops loving
I was fine before getting to be
The person who by your smile is living