Not Good .. But surviving =)

Good friends .. all what i needed
and thank god i have them =)

I had some bad week .. i don't wanna talk about details in it

but ,, It's like a chronic illness which invaded me .. and just created a malfunction in every single happy thought i would ever get.

I'm not completly cured ..

as i told every1 who asked .. it's just a viral infection which will go without medication

and Without medications I survived .. with complications .... i hope they go away soon enough

Closing the blog was dramatic i know ...thanks for whoever asked .. But i had to do it .. don't know why .. i just felt like doing it


I Will Survive this ...

Away From The Sun

When u find a song,,that speaks the exact feeling ur feeling ....

I become speachless.. and leave the song speak me out..

BrokeN

Not the sweetest feeling

to love someone so hard

they told me love is healing

when it left me broken and scarred

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Thoughts of us in my head

I'm not supposed to think of u !!!

Crying to sleep on my bed

Waking up hoping for something new

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Hoping u'll be mine today

Hoping i was ures as long as u loved

Forgetting that yesterday

I was the last person u were thinking of

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Loving you killed my soul

deserted has become my definition

you became my single goal

while ur not giving me any recognition

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No one's attention is satisfying

What will please me is one look

Since i loved u i started dying

ur ignorance all what it took

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This isn't me

This isn't the way I wanna be

Ur not what defines me

I'm bigger than that ..

Bigger than u will ever be