Lost War

You break my heart
Everytime I realize
what i'm fighting for

I'm just fighting in a Lost War.


Carrying all the injuries
Burying all the casualties
Fighting with all what's left in me
Do U want to kill some more?

I'm just fighting in a Lost War.

Getting White-Hearted

That's a thing i was thinking when i was talking to some1 i've been having -ve feelings about for the past few months.
I've had a bad year .. that last 1.. it was confusing , self destructive and just nothing seemed working. and i've changed..i admit that.

I didn't have a reason to change..except me...i've changed to something that i didn't like..which made me hate the way i was..and destroyed my self by anyway possible.

I've become dark..very dark..waiting for ppl to slip so i have a reason to hate them ...

Well, yeah

I decided...no...i actually am stopping that...being the old me...not judging by someone's 7sh..not hating to just hate..thinking..that if any1 is different doesn't mean they're wrong


I'm getting my heart whitened .. and loving it :)