Post Stress Disorder

Why is my life so ........

1- complicated
2- stupid
3- meaningless
4- empty
5- full of stuff that i can't appreciate




I'm so ........

1- complicated
2-stupid
3- pathetic
4- empty
5- full of stuff that i can't appreciate



All I Need is ..... to make me better


1- to stop hating me
2- a bitter song
3- a night full of tears
4- a poem says what's inside
5- some1 who understands me
6- U !

Miss me When I'm Gone

U occupy all the thoughts of mine
When i mean to u none
Just remember me from time 2 time
Just miss me when i'm gone..

Messing around my blog

Should i do this the sad bloggy way? or should i just act the fun out of it.

hmmz..

It's that time of the year again .. Stupid unit exam .. this one is different 3ad for many reasons

1- It's the 1st unit that i don't read a thing mnha along the year. It's not like i was sha6ra fel units elly gbl ,, bs knt ast7i mn el ktab fei a problem or 2 and read like 2 pages..lolz
2- It's the 1st unit that one week before the exam .. it didn't hit me yet " el esteei3ab b6ee2"
3- It's the 1st unit where a major championship zy el euro is going on through it's ugly preparatory period week
4- It's the last unit of the most lazy year of my life..dirasyn 6b3n
5- It's the unit elly u feel enha easy bs no way u know an info feiha if u don't read


I'm dloo3a this unit...always needing someone around me to give me the push...needy childish ..just dloo3a.

Every day i wake up.. the 1st thing that comes fei my head .. "what's the game tonight" 3shan i study so i can watch it with no guilt infront of my parents.

Well i'm guilty alright .. I know i'm not doing half my best to study
I read till i get bored .. If i don't understand i don't care.

el 7yah easy =p ..

was it sad and bloggy wla fun ?!

hmmmmmzz

I discovered that my blog is .. dark

not only the templet .. which i think i'm gonna change after i finish writing this


the whole posts in it.

a3ooth bllh am i that dark person !!

I won't say i'm the happiest one on earth .. which i was on one point in my life

but i'm not that sad...come on no one is that sad !


I just i think ... that .. since i don't talk about what's wrong with me that much... this blog is my only way to breath out the sad thoughts that crosses my head..

So it's not like i'm that dark...it's just this blog signifies the dark side of me.

I should call it the dark side of me looolz

I'm a happy person tra!

If You're Not The 1 ..

If I'm Not Made For You Then Why Does My Heart Tell Me That I Am ...!

Thoughts...

Hmmmz...
I hate this feeling when i have nothing to talk about ....
Though i'm the most talker i know ... I still can't find a topic to be told...
Thoughts...all what i have

thought #1
I'm becoming 21 in 2 weeks .. and i just can't feel it .. don't want to ..
Weird .. every year i become sooo thrilled for my birthday
this year seems .. like .. cold..there is no air

thoguht #2
Yeah i'm depressed , feeling insignificant ...though i have ppl who r proving me wrong..but once i think that i'm in the safe side... something happens and just takes that moment away..
Why can't things be constants for a change.

thought #3
It's 6 am .. i didn't sleep yet .. i'm doing absouloltly nothing .. just wishing for that moment to come back.. god i'm pethatic

thought #4
It's weird how i'm apathic ..6 weeks now and i know nothing in my books..do u c me caring ? naah

thought #5
Some winds from the past can be so refreashing .. i don't know if the feeling is amazing coz of the dry weather of the present .. or i just need to go back to my beginning sometimes.

thought #6
In order to gain some .. u have to lose some along the way .... Still hurts that i lost them .. and what hurts more... that they think it's my fault ..

thought #7
when will ppl open their eyes to c the true shape of other ppl... Or maybe i'm the one seeing the picture wrong.

thought #8
Did i lose my self doing everything for other ppl and forgetting to do anything for the sake of me ! I wanna find me ..

thought #9
I feel lonely, when i have every single person in the world around me , except for the person that i want it to be around ..

thought #10
I hate the way i became .. the way i was .. the way i'm becoming .. I need u to fix me now.

Crying you Out

I wish I can cry you out of me
I wish that my heart stops loving
I was fine before getting to be
The person who by your smile is living